september 30th 2024 I am so unbeleivably depressed, i havent had time to make any new pages or updates to my site, collegehas been kicking my ass. thats a lie college didn't get in the way of me coding at all i just want an excuse. I am sad really really sad, it feels like im being excluded, from one side for no good reason that i can think of so maybe im just over reacting ANd thevother side is something that is because of who imfriends with i dont know im scared im scared the friends that know so much about me that i thought i knew and understoon suddenly decided to stop liking me ive been looking over all the stuff ive textedthem in the past 2 weeks and i cant find anything that i can fathom would just make them stop liking me maybe im just a nuisance maybe i complained too much i dont know what it could be I was hoping to distract my self by hanging out with other friends but thats not possible anymore is it Im hopijgn it gets better in october, i started (and by started i mean today) eating better and decided to start excersizing Im hoping to do better in school yes i guess i have good grades but thats only because my teachers i feel are too lenient with their grading im possibly gonna delete some stuff and revamp the site a little whenever i come abck to this ill put an actual link to this as an entry and put some other stuff a lot of the site looks real weird since the laptops a macbook im not sure how i should format all my stuff now